I am an addict. I can't stop. I hate myself. I am seriously addicted to sugar. I have to talk myself away from the stuff. Why do I have such little self control ? I know it is what keeps me at 128 and I really want to be at 120 .....and get my body FAT down. but i keep going back, it calls my name. tonight after my subway sandwich (at least i have kicked mcdee's to the curb) i needed something...and i knew just what to do. I had no sweets in the house worthy of this craving. So my lazy ass whipped up some nestle toll house cookies from scratch....and guess what ? i have no chocolate chips, so they are nothing cookies ? NO chocolate chip cookies ? what would you call them. Well no matter it was the cookies themselves i wanted, no it was the doughy stuff that is not cooked, i ate spoonfuls straight from the bowl. oh the heavenly taste. i just kept shoveling it in. not even thinking about it. i finally put the shit away and now of course my tummy aches and i am disgusted in myself - only to do it again tomorrow I am sure. WTF. I really want to get off this shit.
Sugar rehab ??? help
There are worst things to be addicted too. It's just sugar. ;-)
ReplyDeleteI agree with Lisa. Better sugar than the 'hard' stuff. It takes a lot of willpower to resist the stuff, I know. I also know I fail miserably from time to time. Curious..128 lbs...how tall are you? I seem to remember maybe you mentioning 5'6"? If so, that is already a really good weight.
ReplyDeleteyes i know weight is ok at 5'5" BUT i have a belly that won't go away and i swear it is my nutrition. i am considering a dairy and gluten elimanation diet...holy cow that should be a fun week huh ?? maybe i just need to get more ab work in my weekly workouts .....and i think imight just go get a spoonful of cookie dough......
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