heat

I am going to assume that it is the heat that has literally sucked the life out of me. I did a short bike ride, and I mean short, 8 miles, does that even count ? It was not bad on the bike because I felt a breeze. Yesterday and today when we got back home after swim camp I was wiped out and wound up napping while kids watched TV. Nothing makes you feel worse than napping while your kids are up. Seriously, how can I do this ??? I don't think I drank enough water today, that is for sure.

I just let the girls outside and they came right back in, too hot. So we have been in for quite some time. However, my one little lady (has OCD) is quite hard to take to the beach so it seems like too much effort to take them after 3pm.

I am venting for sure

- the house got cleaned this am and it is already a mess b/c of the girls

- i am cranky and want a vacation

- even though i have had them in swim camp for the past week and this week, i have used that time to work out which is glorious - but I realize that it still feels a bit like work, chore, task. get up, get them ready, get them to camp, do workout, pick them up. I am trying to think of the last day i had zero plans, not one task that i had/need to do ??? To wake up with no agenda and just go ???

ok, enough boohooing ....tomorrow i workout with the trainer, thursday i will do ocean swim, and friday i want to run intervals. wahooooooo